Paranormal client's connection to the soldier

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The Haunting Investigation Team, of which I'm a member had a client who has felt the dark presence of a person. This person caused depression and anger in his home, which has affected relationships and instigated conflict. The left bedroom (East side) is where the darker presence is the strongest. He was thinking of moving into the room, but currently avoids the room completely. When he was in this room, he has felt the dark presence at the foot of the bed, a weird heavy, feeling. Later, he felt weight on the bed like someone was sitting next to him. More recently he has felt the entity in his face and heard footsteps at the end of the bed. He confronted the entity at this time, in the name of Jesus Christ but the feeling didn't go away. The activity didn’t worsen or get better, it just stayed the same.  A psychic has told him that the entity is a male wearing coveralls. The east room is not closed off, but he feels the entity dominates that room, although at times, he gets goosebumps and a weird feeling in the kitchen. When interpreting this energy, I did get my own images of a male.

He is a Confederate soldier who died on the battlefield. The two were good friends, who went into battle together. What I'm seeing is kind o f like a Forrest Gump scene when he was in war in Vietnam; only this particular battle is occurring in the U.S., within a deep wooded area. The soldier falls to the ground, and the client is by his side as he dies. The soldier has been coming to our client's bedside, almost as a residual moment in time. He comes to him in angst, much like how they felt during battle. The purpose of his interation is to remind our client of the suffering, the violence and the guilt he felt. The client still carries that sense of PTSD and guilt in this lifetime. He wanted our client to remember having felt guilty for leaving behind someone in a foreign environment of chaos and destruction. He wants our client to remember this feeling of despair so that he won't carry out the same actions and feelings with his own son. It's almost as though this spirit is asking him to remember the pain he went through losing someone in such a bad situation, when it could have been avoided. They didn't have to be in battle. Don’t’ let the same happen to the relationship with the son. Rekindling this relationship will release the cord attachment to the former soldier friend, allowing him too, to peacefully transition.

Key Point: your indecisiveness and guilt is what is hindering you from moving on, creating new, successful and happy opportunities with your son.

Tarot: XX Rejuvenation (upside down). Divorce, failure to face facts, indecision, procrastination, alienation of emotions, delay, disappointment

Native American lifetime

Personal: Tarot card XI Strength (upside down)

This card represents lack of faith, indifference, a need to reconnect and a desire to be more grounded. I interpret this as meaning that the inability to stay grounded is causing a lot of confusion about decision making with major life changes. You may be living with old patterning because your desire to be independent has caused isolation, seclusion and emotionally shutting down. Your soul desires a new pattern, specifically a sense of community in the workplace. I think you have had at least two lifetimes in the old west or desert. I see you as a Native American living a life of solitude, peace and tranquility. You were very connected to your community and to the earth. I see you on a horse underneath a moonlit sky. I get the feeling you are very connected to this culture. I can also see you in the old west, wearing a wine colored dress from the 1800’s with red hair. You are in a bar with music, piano playing and men hollering and laughing. You too are laughing, having a great time. But I think this is the lifetime in which the feminine side began to overpower the masculine side of yourself. You very much enjoyed the female role in this lifetime. You appreciated being courted with chivalrous cowboys and you flirted with the ladylike persona of a refined woman. You were very playful and enjoyed nice things.

I have now seen a diverse distinction between the two lifetimes: one of solitude, peace and stillness with a connection to nature; and one with prosperity, luxuries and vices, temptation and adventure. I think I have been shown the difference because you are feeling a bit lost trying to transition into a balanced combination of both. Having the nice things without guilt and enjoying vices without overindulging; while seeking peace and solitude, but also community with friends and neighbors.

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Career: The tarot card represents a trip or journey, an attempt to overcome difficulties and success after anxiety. I see you craving something new, something inspiring with cultural diversity. I see you traveling to a new location, seeking out a job opportunity and taking a leap of faith. When you do so, I see you working in healthcare with the Navajos’ or some Native American tribe on a reservation in the dessert (Utah/AZ area). Balancing out your feminine side with your masculine side, will give you a stronger sense of confidence to pursue the type of career you are aching for.  Learning about new cultures will open up your mind to your masculine side. Example: learning how to shoot a bow and arrow or build housing structures in a Native American reservation will bring out your masculinity and adventurous side. This will be empowering for you. You will also find good motherly figures and other female support who will give you a sense of community and home.

Relationships: I see a big power struggle between you and men. I think men have the misconception that you are giving up your power, when instead you are hoping for chivalry and manners. For example, if a man expects you to do the “womanly things” of the house, like cleaning and doing dishes, you are fine with that but upset with the expectation of a “woman’s role.” However at times, I get a sense that this is just the way you are perceiving it. While I can see that certain men in the your life have in fact taken your power, you have to be careful not to manifest that for yourself in the future just because you have experienced it in the past. This causes you to be emotionally closed off from men and it causes isolation. This prevents you from seeing the good relationship opportunities that have come your way. I’m not saying you have to be too trusting, because your intuition is the one thing you must listen to. But in general, keep an open mind and try to rid yourself of any judgmental thoughts that come into your mind when meeting new men, or interacting with men in a romantic relationship or a relationship with a family member.

A Lifetime of Artistry

                                                A Lifetime of Artistry

January 26, 2012

You have a long lifetime history of artistry. I don’t know if you are aware, but you are an artist down to your core! And it is creativity that truly fuels your fire. I get the sense it’s what makes you feel alive. This is a part of who you are, dating back to the Mayan times when I feel you first established your creative artistry, which was welcomed by the culture of that time. I see a more recent past life of a Persian existence. In this lifetime, you came from a wealthy home and had everything you needed and desired. But due to the time period in which you lived, you were not allowed to work because you were a woman. It was just the way things were and you never expected anything more. I believe you were quite content with your life. I see you painting vivid bright colors, a very intricate ornate design on things that look like genie lamps and little dishes/fine china; things that only the wealthy owned, for decor, not for use. You would not have been allowed to sell these things of course, but you used them in your own home for decoration and it made you very happy, giving you a sense of accomplishment to see them displayed around your home. I believe other people admired this talent about you too. It was a hobby- as you didn’t have any real demands coming from others and had a lot of time to yourself.

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 Career: The downfall I suppose, was the nativity that came from living under another’s thumb, ie., father and/or husband. How it relates to current times, is giving yourself permission to pursue art in the form of a career, instead of using it as just a hobby. I see you traveling ALL OVER Europe, not just staying within a particular region, but TRULY exploring the diversity in each culture through art. I think you can use the employment with your family’s business to your advantage. Gaining experience as a supervisor of staff and working in management, will demonstrate to your future employers, that you are a leader and self-sufficient in the workplace. However, don’t get too comfortable in this area, because you need to follow your true passion! Do something creative and artsy on the sidelines, to keep that energy flowing and build up the different kind of art you would like to create. In other words, don’t limit your creative juices to just one thing. Try pottery, painting, and explore other cultures. Have you ever thought of being an art history major? In terms of career, once you get back to Europe, I see you doing many things art- related. You will begin to build a support system of like-minded friends, who give you the diversity, creativity and open-mindedness you are seeking. Through these people, you will feel accepted and free. You might try different avenues of employment. Working for a museum, art gallery, fashion design, film, painting, photography and pottery (to name a few), you will not only meet the people you really connect with, but you will gain experience and knowledge that will eventually bring you to the career you desire. Don’t limit yourself in your ideals. You can work in any field. The point is to let yourself feel free.

Relationship: I don’t think you will ever have to go looking for your true love. I truly feel that finding your future mate will be merely coincidence more than being in the right place at the right time. In other words, I don’t get the sense that your lover will be in any particular region. I get the sense that he will be there when he is supposed to be. I see you two talking along a cobblestone road with a bridge…..? You could have run into each other just from frequenting the same spot, like “hey, don’t I see you here every Tuesday?” Remember that this will come when the time is right. Allowing yourself to explore, travel and be artistically free should ideally come before meeting your mate, because it will be at this time you feel comfortable “settling down.” Until you feel that you’ve done everything you need to do and feel completely at ease with who you are, it most likely won’t be the right time.

Children: I see you going either way on this one. I have a feeling you want to have kids, but at the same time, you could feel quite content with your life, especially after having found the ideal career and lover. You may feel content enough that you don’t feel the need to have a child. But I wonder if you wouldn’t regret it later in life. I get that sense, that as you get older, you may have regrets. I see one child in your life if you choose to have kids. I think having children would bring a lot of love and fulfillment to you, ie., fill the hole in your heart. You know the feeling when you have everything you want and need, but something is missing? You may feel this way as you get older (30’s+) and at that point decide to have a child. I think this could be very beneficial to you. Your soul will feel immense love and peace and you would love your child like nothing before. I see it opening up your heart chakra and there is a lot of growth there.

Location: I see you drawing or working on something architectural at a table in front of the kitchen that looks out to large floor-to ceiling windows in the living room area. I definitely see you in Europe and I have a strong feeling about the UK having significance in your life. Have you been there before? I also see you working from home and having the ability to come and go as you please. It’s a very comfortable living you and your husband have created for yourselves. Modest, but artistic and well decorated older building. I think he will be some sort of artist himself- a writer, actor, painter, potter….something along those lines. This is how you two will connect.

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