Native American lifetime

Personal: Tarot card XI Strength (upside down)

This card represents lack of faith, indifference, a need to reconnect and a desire to be more grounded. I interpret this as meaning that the inability to stay grounded is causing a lot of confusion about decision making with major life changes. You may be living with old patterning because your desire to be independent has caused isolation, seclusion and emotionally shutting down. Your soul desires a new pattern, specifically a sense of community in the workplace. I think you have had at least two lifetimes in the old west or desert. I see you as a Native American living a life of solitude, peace and tranquility. You were very connected to your community and to the earth. I see you on a horse underneath a moonlit sky. I get the feeling you are very connected to this culture. I can also see you in the old west, wearing a wine colored dress from the 1800’s with red hair. You are in a bar with music, piano playing and men hollering and laughing. You too are laughing, having a great time. But I think this is the lifetime in which the feminine side began to overpower the masculine side of yourself. You very much enjoyed the female role in this lifetime. You appreciated being courted with chivalrous cowboys and you flirted with the ladylike persona of a refined woman. You were very playful and enjoyed nice things.

I have now seen a diverse distinction between the two lifetimes: one of solitude, peace and stillness with a connection to nature; and one with prosperity, luxuries and vices, temptation and adventure. I think I have been shown the difference because you are feeling a bit lost trying to transition into a balanced combination of both. Having the nice things without guilt and enjoying vices without overindulging; while seeking peace and solitude, but also community with friends and neighbors.

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Career: The tarot card represents a trip or journey, an attempt to overcome difficulties and success after anxiety. I see you craving something new, something inspiring with cultural diversity. I see you traveling to a new location, seeking out a job opportunity and taking a leap of faith. When you do so, I see you working in healthcare with the Navajos’ or some Native American tribe on a reservation in the dessert (Utah/AZ area). Balancing out your feminine side with your masculine side, will give you a stronger sense of confidence to pursue the type of career you are aching for.  Learning about new cultures will open up your mind to your masculine side. Example: learning how to shoot a bow and arrow or build housing structures in a Native American reservation will bring out your masculinity and adventurous side. This will be empowering for you. You will also find good motherly figures and other female support who will give you a sense of community and home.

Relationships: I see a big power struggle between you and men. I think men have the misconception that you are giving up your power, when instead you are hoping for chivalry and manners. For example, if a man expects you to do the “womanly things” of the house, like cleaning and doing dishes, you are fine with that but upset with the expectation of a “woman’s role.” However at times, I get a sense that this is just the way you are perceiving it. While I can see that certain men in the your life have in fact taken your power, you have to be careful not to manifest that for yourself in the future just because you have experienced it in the past. This causes you to be emotionally closed off from men and it causes isolation. This prevents you from seeing the good relationship opportunities that have come your way. I’m not saying you have to be too trusting, because your intuition is the one thing you must listen to. But in general, keep an open mind and try to rid yourself of any judgmental thoughts that come into your mind when meeting new men, or interacting with men in a romantic relationship or a relationship with a family member.